All the all of my things

My time is better spent wasted
And my time is always spent wasted.

What are you left with, what have you had?
What of the others holding you back?

If you cannot name them, then what have they done
To be so deserving of your care and your love?
If you did naught but to deserve it yourself,
No blame to the giftgiver, but I won't wish them good health.